Complicated

I know that I can be complicated, but OH GOD. Adults can be really ridiculous sometimes. After tomorrow I'll see whether I'm should tell my mom or not that Tio Haroldo wants to keep seeing me. I still don't feel that it's weird. I dont know if i should call Renata and talk to her because I certainly can't talk to Dan about it. He's too jealous to function... Can only tell i'm what he wants to hear. Unfortunately the same does not go for me.
Ai, he was so unbelievable yesterday. Telling me that he was going to give up porn for lent. Isn't that just.ugh i can't even describe it. He knows how I feel about that. Then I ask him to read an essay I wrote, so he can hep me. The guy completely shits on my life. He was so critical and not in a good way either that I couldn't really get over it.
Sometimes he can be so insensitive. Just another joy of relationships.There are days I really wish I was gay. The world would make much more sense then.

Not going to the strip club tomorrow. First of all because I'm horny as heck and i don't really think that this is the way to go.... Sooo I answered Sam's text and we're going to a movie. As soon as I come back from wherever Tio and I are going.

OMG, dentist app tomorrow at 8a !

mmm :(